I know I'm happy, I'm living my life to the fullest. I'm alive, I'm breathing, I can move, I get hungry, I get thirsty and I'm experiencing life. BUT. There's just times when you feel jealous of others for having everything. Like having someone. Like in a long distance trip or vacation, let's say maybe after 3 days or so, they will be looking forward on going home for someone is waiting for them. In my case, I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK HOME.
God! I hate this feeling.
But it's all good. I'm here now anyway. Bangkok was an epic win. I'm in reality now so I better just suck it.

There, money is just paper. Don't let it hinder you for having fun because sometimes, money can really buy happiness.
Sorry this post has random swings.